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Trapped in a lonely body
I’m losing control
Can’t show my emotions
And I’m losing my soul
Could it be that I’m obsessed with feeding my disease
I couldn’t make it know the hidden things no one sees

Yeah
Loser, I’m a secret loser
Loser, I’m a secret loser

Fighting a losing battle
Pretending to win
Repenting to holy unknowns
Pretending to sin
All I do is hide the wounds where blood just won’t congeal
Couldn’t ever take my soul ‘cos it isn’t there to steal

Yeah, Loser, I’m a secret loser
Loser, I’m a secret loser

Though I’m the loser
There is no winner
There’s nothing left to win
The hidden reasons
Now in deletion
Are lost in sin
So heed my warning
The time is dawning
I’ll tell you here’s the twist
The truth is lying
Below the surface
I don’t exist

Loser, I’m a secret loser
Loser, I’m a secret loser

Seeing is not believing
It don’t mean a thing
Although it appears to be that
The loser is king
I can understand that what you see
You think is real
But underneath the surface is a wound
That cannot heal

Yeah, loser, I’m a secret loser
Loser, I’m a secret loser
Loser, I’m a secret loser
Loser, I’m a secret loser
Loser, I’m a secret loser

Yesterday has been and gone
Tomorrow will I find the sun
Or will it rain
Everybody’s having fun
Except me, I’m the lonely one
I live in shame

I say goodbye to romance, yeah
Goodbye to friends, I tell you
Goodbye to all the past
I guess that we’ll meet
We’ll meet in the end

I’ve been the king, I’ve been the clown
Now broken wings can’t hold me down
I’m free again
The jester with the broken crown
It won’t be me this time around
To love in vain

I say goodbye to romance, yeah
Goodbye to friends, I tell you
Goodbye to all the past
I guess that we’ll meet
We’ll meet in the end

And I feel the time is right
Although I know that you just might say to me
What’cha gonna do
What’cha gonna do
But I have to take this chance goodbye
To friends and to romance
And to all of you
And to all of you
Come on now

I say goodbye to romance, yeah
Goodbye to friends, I tell you
Goodbye to all the past
I guess that we’ll meet
We’ll meet in the end

And the weather’s looking fine
And I think the sun will shine again
And I feel I’ve cleared my mind
All the past is left behind again

I say goodbye to romance, yeah
Goodbye to friends, I tell you
Goodbye to all the past
I guess that we’ll meet
We’ll meet in the end

Believer

Watching time go and feeling belief grow
Rise above the obstacles
People beseech me
But they will never teach me
Things that I already know
I know

Dreams that I have shattered
May not have mattered
Take another point of view
Doubts will arise though
Like chasing a rainbow
I can tell a thing or two
That’s true

You’ve got to believe in yourself
Or no one will believe in you
Imagination like a bird on the wing
Flying, free for you to use
OK baby

I can’t believe they stop and stare
And point their fingers doubting me
Their disbelief suppresses them
But they’re not blind
It’s just that they won’t see

I’m a believer, I ain’t no deceiver
Mountains move before my eyes
Destiny planned out I don’t need no handout
Speculation of the wise

Screaming at the window
Watch me die another day
Hopeless situation
Endless price I have to pay

Sanity now it’s beyond me there’s no choice

Diary of a madman
Walk the line again today
Entries of confusion
Dear diary I’m here to stay

Manic depression befriends me
Hear his voice
Sanity now it’s beyond me
There’s no choice

A sickened mind and spirit
The mirror tells me lies
Could I mistake myself for someone
Who lives behind my eyes
Will he escape my soul
Or will he live in me
Is he tryin’ to get out or tryin’ to enter me

Voices in the darkness
Scream away my mental health
Can I ask a question
To help me save me from myself

Enemies fill up the pages
Are they me
Monday till Sunday in stages
Set me free

Now i will find peace of mind
Finally found a way of thinking
Tried the rest found the best
Stormy day won’t find me sinking

I can’t conceal it like I know I did before
I got to tell you now the ship is ready
Waiting on the shore

Dare to look face the test on the eve
When you set sailing
What you’ve learned what you’ve earned
Ship of joy will stop you failing

I can’t conceal it like I know I did before
I got to tell you now the ship is ready
Waiting on the shore

Wind is high so am I
As the shore sinks in the distance
Dreams unfold seek the gold
Gold that’s brighter than sunlight
Sail away see the day
Dawning on a new horizon
Gold’s insight shining bright
Brighter than the sun that’s rising
3000 sails on high are straining in the wind
A raging sea below
Is this voyage coming to an end